Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Here's an interesting quote that my daughter found and read to me some time ago. I saved it and thought these words by Ben Franklin were appropriate for tonight, Christmas Eve 2008.


"How many observe Christ's birthday!
How few, his precepts!
O! 'Tis easier to keep holidays than commandments."

~Benjamin Franklin~

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Today begins the eight-day celebration of Hanukkah. Earlier in the day I thought of how nice it would be to have a menorah and to start the tradition of lighting a candle on each day of Hanukkah. The weather got bad and I ended up staying home...but I did make a mental note to pick up a Menorah while the sales are on next week and to prepare for next year's celebration!

Any Christian should be ever aware of the great love that God had for His chosen people, the nation of Israel. Hanukkah celebrates a time when the Jewish nation survived persecution and destruction of the temple and all things associated with the worship of our God.

I am drawn to many of the Jewish celebrations and festivals. I don't really 'practice' these events and traditions (yet!) but I certainly have a great respect and love for the culture and heritage of my brothers, the Jews. Knowing that my Lord, Jesus, having been raised a Jew, also practiced the many traditions and practices of this faith, really"brings home" (to my heart) or personalizes the rich history and significant practices of this chosen nation. I cherish and embrace this culture and religious heritage and desire to know more!


To any of my Jewish brothers or sisters....Happy Hanukkah!

Thursday, December 18, 2008

"Country Mouse and City Mouse " (my other blog that I've been adding to lately)

I can't determine if it's a waste of time or not to do blogging. :) What do ya' think?

I ask myself...

"What eternal significance will any of this have?"

In light of that, it seems that I could find much more productive things to do with my time. But what? :)

I suppose I could be:
  • continue working on and FINISH a brochure project that the Holy Spirit moved me to develop quite some time ago

  • reading and studying scripture....which I truly love and know the many benefits from this activity

  • praying

  • phone calls of encouragement (if I'm not able to actually visit)

  • crafting (with the purpose of giving and encouraging)

  • reading material that would teach, equip and train me as a Christian

  • writing......which leads me back to blogging.

I guess I answered my question. For me....I try to live making my life COUNT for God's Kingdom, that's a basic tenet of my life. I know I fall very short of that principle, but figure if I can envision some 'eternal significance' coming from whatever the chosen (or contemplated) activity might be (of my work AND play), I might be headed in the right direction. :)

1 Corinthians 3:12-14 (NIV)
"If any man builds on this foundation using gold, silver, costly stones, wood, hay or straw, his work will be shown for what it is, because the Day will bring it to light. It will be revealed with fire, and the fire will test the quality of each man's work. If what he has built survives, he will receive his reward."

Sunday, December 14, 2008

It shouldn't effect my walk with the Lord, but when I'm sick I just want to "crawl in a hole and hibernate". I admit that when I'm feeling "under the weather" I find it difficult to pray, study or read God's Word, or worship. I frankly don't feel like talking to anyone at times!

Both yesterday and today I've had to take control of my flesh and FIGHT! My flesh is the part of me that wants to crawl in the hole and hibernate when I'm sick, yet my spirit is still healthy and wants to soar and "mount up with wings like eagles"! It is unfortunate that, too often, we Christians let our FLESH dominate and rule our choices and actions. That's so wrong and contrary to what Jesus taught and lived! Take a look at the book of Philipians, a favorite of mine, for encouragement and a good "kick in the rear" when you are struggling with the flesh vs. spirit.

I really like the translation of the New Living Bible for the verse of Isaiah 40:31, a portion that I referenced in this writing.

"But those who wait on the LORD will find new strength. They will fly high on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint."


Today.....I'm waiting on the Lord.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

YES!!!!!!!!!!! GOD IS GOOD!

I am thrilled today to announce that God, being ever faithful as He is, has answered my prayers in an awesome way!

As you may recall, I recently (Nov. 1) had an emergency visit to the hospital and overnight stay, to do tests and more. At that time, I surely posted here that I was without medical insurance since September 15. Of course, I received a HUGE bill and I'm currently involved in the hospital's standard procedure to reduce the bill....then I will be paying on the bill forever! I'm wasn't too concerned about that part of my dilemma, but was more concerned with my critical need to secure health insurance at a decent price, with decent coverage.

To clarify, let me add that my Cobra insurance plan (through my previous employer) expired in May of this year and during the summer months I was fortunate enough to be able to enroll in a small health insurance plan that is offered to employees of the camp where I work. Upon my return from camp in Maine, and even previously in the spring, I had searched out information regarding an affordable yet adequate health insurance plan. HA! None to be found for individuals! Anyway, after many months of searching and praying, I decided on a plan offered by Anthem Blue Cross/Blue Shield. I was pleased to find out that my employer would be, again, providing a monthly monetary contribution to help cover the cost of the health insurance plan! I'm VERY thankful for my wonderful employer!

It was at this point, however, that I then made an error in judgement. I figured that due to a fairly significant deductible that goes with this plan, it seemed to make sense to me to wait until the beginning of the new calendar year to initiate the plan. Who'd have thought I'd need to be HOSPITALIZED in the meantime!!?? I learned a hard lesson, once again in life!

Following the ordeal with the hospitalization, and being slapped with over $8,000.00 in medical bills, I was compelled to 'get on the ball' and secure health insurance, no matter the time of year! I very abrubtly realized that I could not remain without medical insurance, no matter the cost! I once again phoned a local insurance agent and provided to him my necessary personal information. When the agent and I got to the section of information containing previous health conditions and hospitalizations, he STOPPED! There was a huge hesitation as the agent found out that I had been hospitalized as recently as within the month. The agent advised me, quite frankly, that there was a strong likelihood that I may be denied health insurance at the quoted price and through this particular company. He was nearly certain that the insurance company would request the medical records of this recent hospital visit and dig deeply into the surrounding medical condition and diagnosis. So certain of the insurance company's request and review of my hospitalization, the agent even suggested I speed the application process by going to the hospital and signing theform for release my medical records. I was BUMMED, to say the least! With some pending medical conditions that need attention, I began to panic! What if I would be deemed unfit for medical insurance?

I soon realized there was nothing I could do from this point on, except to place the entire matter in God's hands and seek His Divine intervention. I did just that and asked others to pray as well.

Yesterday I received a phone call from a VERY surprised insurance agent, informing me that I was ACCEPTED for medical insurance from the company through which I applied! He told me, once again, that he was really shocked at the speed of the application process and restated that it is nearly unheard of for a company NOT to examine more closely a recent hospitalization such as I had in November! PRAISE GOD! I am SO SURE of God's perfect intervention and provision in my life and in this particular situation! I made a point to let my insurance agent know about the power of prayer!

I'm rejoicing in who God is and how perfectly He cares for us when we seek Him with all our heart!

Sunday, December 7, 2008

"The Fear of God"....Lengthy but worthy!


**This post is a bit long...you can always copy it into a Word document to read and review when you have more time! If you'd like me to email you a copy of this post in a Word document, just leave me a comment requesting that with your email address!


A scripture verse has been running through my mind throughout the past week and I’ve been praying and pondering just what it’s significance is for me TODAY. As I searched scripture, I found many verses that speak of “The fear of GOD”. The particular verse that has been on my heart is: Proverbs 9:10 "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, and knowledge of the Holy One is understanding.


In my daily Bible reading this week, I have been reading in Exodus, currently in chapter 20 and beyond. As I read chapter 20, verse 20, I noted that, to the nation of Israel; “Moses said to the people, "Do not be afraid. God has come to test you, so that the fear of God will be with you to keep you from sinning." (NIV) Wow…..how well Moses must have known God and His plan! It only took me about 5 days, but I have finally grasped just what the Lord is teaching ME in this text! Allow me to expound. This may not be significant for you, but when I learn a great Truth, I have to share it!

This section of scripture in Exodus 19 and 20 recounts the story of the nation of Israel, a mere 3 months after God miraculously led them from captivity and slavery in Egypt. Under the leadership of Moses, the Israelites (an estimated *2-3 million people), had approached the Wilderness of Sinai. God had previously instructed the nation of Israel on the importance and the need of obedience to God, as recorded in Exodus 19:3-5; “Then Moses went up to God, and the Lord called to him from the mountain and said, "This is what you are to say to the house of Jacob and what you are to tell the people of Israel: 'You yourselves have seen what I did to Egypt, and how I carried you on eagles' wings and brought you to myself. Now if you obey me fully and keep my covenant, then out of all nations you will be my treasured possession.” Verse 8 of the same chapter recounts that: “The people all responded together, "We will do everything the Lord has said."

It was in this setting that the Lord God gave The Law (The Ten Commandments and much more) to the people of Israel. Following a three-day period of consecration, commanded by God, the nation of Israel was prepared to meet God. Moses, under God’s instruction, led the people to the foot of the mountain of Sinai. “On the morning of the third day there was thunder and lightning, with a thick cloud over the mountain, and a very loud trumpet blast. Everyone in the camp trembled. Mount Sinai was covered with smoke, because the Lord descended on it in fire. The smoke billowed up from it like smoke from a furnace, the whole mountain trembled violently, and the sound of the trumpet grew louder and louder. Then Moses spoke and the voice of God answered him.” Exodus 19:16, 18-19

As the Lord gave the LAW to the nation of Israel, the people recoiled from the mountain and trembled with great fear. “When the people saw the thunder and lightning and heard the trumpet and saw the mountain in smoke, they trembled with fear. They stayed at a distance and said to Moses, "Speak to us yourself and we will listen. But do not have God speak to us or we will die". Exodus 20:18-19 The following verse, Exodus 20:20, is the one that initiated my week-long study: “Moses said to the people, "Do not be afraid. God has come to test you, so that the fear of God will be with you to keep you from sinning." (NIV)

I believe that scripture, though given and recorded thousands of years ago, is quite relevant for people TODAY! My quandary arose as I was reading the same verse in the New King James Version (which I normally read every day) of the Bible. “And Moses said to the people, "Do not fear; for God has come to test you, and that His fear may be before you, so that you may not sin.” (NKJV) Notice the difference in wording of the two versions…

I got stuck on the word FEAR being used twice in the same passage (as in the New King James Version); in the first instance, saying DO NOT fear and in the second instance saying that “His fear may before you”. Hmmm….I wondered, how I was to follow the instruction, given by Moses to God’s people, “do not fear”, yet also follow the many Bible passages that speak to us about “fearing God”? As I stated in the beginning of this writing, particularly the scripture of Proverbs 9:10 came to my mind. "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, and knowledge of the Holy One is understanding. Because I know that I DEFINITELY need wisdom to carry out my daily living, it was extremely important for me, personally, to work through what I experienced as a quandary and seek God’s instruction about “fearing God”.

My help came through prayer and study. As I read the New International Version, along with other translations and study tools, the Holy Spirit taught me just what Moses was saying in Exodus 20:20. I learned a key principle; that in order to effectively live for and serve God, it is ESSENTIAL that we know who He is! The better we know God, the more we understand His ways and will! The second part of Proverbs 9:10 (often omitted from memory or recitation) says, “…knowledge of the Holy One is understanding”.

That precept fully grasped, it was now easier for me to comprehend what Moses was telling the people of Israel…in Exodus 20:20. My new understanding is this; while we do not have to tremble in fear, to the point of becoming unproductive or paralysed, we DO have to cultivate a solid understanding of God, thereby holding Him in deepest reverence and utmost awe (FEAR).

During my study this week, I was prompted to ponder, WHY I should fear God? What would your answer be, if you were asked that question? I was recently asked, “Why do you fear God?” and though, in my HEART, I knew the correct answer, in my HEAD I was not able to adequately verbalize the proper answer. Perhaps this week’s study was given to me to help me formalize a solid response in both my HEART and MIND. Why should we fear God? Simply put, the answer is: Because HE holds the keys to LIFE and DEATH for each of us! Scriptures that I found that support this answer are in:
·
Hebrews 9:27 "…man is destined to die once, and after that to face judgment…"
·
Romans 2:5 "But because of your stubbornness and your unrepentant heart, you are storing up wrath against yourself for the day of God's wrath, when His righteous judgment will be revealed."
·
Romans 1:32 "Although they know God's righteous decree that those who do such things deserve death…"
·
2 Peter 2:4-9 "For if God did not spare angels when they sinned, but sent them to hell, putting them into gloomy dungeons to be held for judgment;
-
if he did not spare the ancient world when he brought the flood on its ungodly people, but protected Noah, a preacher of righteousness, and seven others;
-
if he condemned the cities of Sodom and Gomorrah by burning them to ashes, and made them an example of what is going to happen to the ungodly;
-
and if he rescued Lot, a righteous man, who was distressed by the filthy lives of lawless men (for that righteous man, living among them day after day, was tormented in his righteous soul by the lawless deeds he saw and heard)
-
if this is so, then the Lord knows how to rescue godly men from trials and to hold the unrighteous for the day of judgment, while continuing their punishment."

As I consider who GOD is, and who I am, in light of God’s will, plan and purpose, as well as in light of the preceding scriptures, I am humbled and can do nothing more than fall before Him in deepest, repentance and reverence. Actually, the best word in the English language that I can come up with for this state of being is: FEAR. This is not a ‘scary’ fear or a fear that makes my heart race or my blood curdle….but a fear that is composed of all of the following: awe, surrender, submission, reverence, worship, respect, gratitude and much more. How well do YOU know God? Well enough to truly FEAR Him? Do you hold HIM in deepest honor and value, and yet live in a manner that is not FEARFUL or ‘scared’ of our most gracious and loving God? For me, this study truly deepened my understanding and solidified in a greater way, my relationship with God. I pray you may gain some valuable insight also.

The instruction from Moses urges us to become OBEDIENT servants of God, keeping the ‘fear of God’ always before us, so that we would not sin. Though saved, I believe that a Christian CAN drift into a lifestyle of willful sin and that SIN can keep us from entering heaven. I happen to believe that one’s salvation is only as “secure” as their faithfulness to God. Without repentance from willful, on-going sin, I believe that a person can fall from grace and be unfit to enter heaven. God is HOLY, heaven is PURE and there is no room for SIN. It is only through the atoning blood of our Savior, Jesus Christ, that we can be made ‘fit’ for heaven. Because God loved mankind, He provided His remedy, JESUS, to atone for our sin. If we fall from faith in Christ, including LIVING for Christ, we will not receive eternal life in heaven. God is unchanging; He is full of grace and mercy, yet He is JUST and HOLY.

The instruction in Exodus 20:20 was given from God so that He could ultimately BLESS us! God designed a plan whereby He could bless His children! He loves us so much and is waiting to bless, but He will only bless OBEDIENCE. In order to receive God’s BLESSING we need to carry out our end of the covenant, which is to follow His ways and Word, living out His precepts and instruction in all aspects of our lives. Whew…..how thankful I am that we serve a merciful God! God created humanity and knows our weakness and frailties. Yet, He will ALWAYS provide a way out when we are tempted to sin and God always has an open embrace when we repent and turn back to follow Him!

Though my study this week was arduous and time consuming, it has been both refreshing and rewarding to go deeper in my understanding and knowledge of God! This type of study is much like going through a conflict with a loved one; after all is said and done and misunderstandings are resolved, you end up growing closer to the person and gaining a deeper understanding and respect in the long run! This week’s study even included the reading of a long, but very powerful sermon by Jonathan Edwards…”Sinners in the Hands of an Angry God”. I recommend reading this sermon if you have never read or heard it! It may give you a greater understanding of just how precious your salvation truly is! How I love the Lord and cherish His every precept and instruction! May YOU gain wisdom and be blessed by the Lord as you grow in your knowledge of Him!


Additionally: I found the following commentary helpful as I studied the passage in Exodus 20:20, I’ve included it for your study and review. Commentary- Matthew Henry’s “whole Bible commentary”

The encouragement Moses gave [the Israelites], by explaining the design of God in his terror (v. 20): Fear not, that is, "Think not that the thunder and fire are designed to consume you," which was the thing they feared (v. 19, lest we die); thunder and lightning constituted one of the plagues of Egypt, but Moses would not have them think they were sent to them on the same errand on which they were sent to the Egyptians: no, [the thunder and lightning] were intended,

1. To prove them, to try how they would like dealing with God immediately, without a mediator, and so to convince them how admirably well God had chosen for them, in putting Moses into that office. Ever since Adam fled, upon hearing God's voice in the garden, sinful man could not bear either to speak to God or hear from him immediately.

2. To keep them to their duty, and prevent their sinning against God. He encourages them, saying, Fear not, and yet tells them that God thus spoke to them, that his fear might be before their face.

We must not fear with amazement-with that fear which has torment, which only works upon the fancy for the present, sets us a trembling, genders to bondage, betrays us to Satan, and alienates us from God; but we must always have in our minds a reverence of God's majesty, a dread of his displeasure, and an obedient regard to his sovereign authority over us: this fear will quicken us to our duty and make us circumspect in our walking. Thus stand in awe, and sin not, Ps. 4:4.



*Footnote: Although there is no record of the precise number that left Egypt in the Exodus, a military census taken not long after listed the number of men 20 years of age and older who could serve in the army as 603,550 (Exodus 38:26). From that number, the total Israelite population of that time has been estimated at approximately 2 to 3 million. Taken from “How Many in the Exodus” by Wayne Blank